a great meaning to life

i’m starting to realize there’s a greater meaning to life. i feel like as everyday goes by the wiser i get and the less naive i get. i used to think that having a boyfriend was the most important thing and being popular but as you get older you realize how little these things matter. popularity? so what if you’re popular or not. like when i was younger i thought having friends was the more important thing. the more friends the better . now its the other way around. i have 7 friends. everyone else doesn’t count as a “friend” , they’re just count as associates or something. the less friends the less drama. more friends brings more drama. boyfriends ? don’t need em . why do i have to stress myself for a relationship i know is not going to last my whole life. i’m 15 turning 16 in november . the last thing i need to be is in love. & i can’t believe i thought my friends were more important than my family. my best friends are family, but as a child i thought friends were more important. i always would ditch my family for my friends. but the more people i cut off the more i realized i need my family. & no matter how much i mess up they will always stick right by me. there’s more to life than material things , material things will always be here but your friends and family won’t quit being on the computer all hours of the day & enjoy yourself . make memories , have fun . because once we’re all gone, memories is gonna be the only thing we have left.